so each day i bring up “maybe” getting married in september, which is more than likely going to happen, my mom brings up a new “worry or concern” she has. she can never just bring them all up at the same time, no every day its a different problem. i dont get it. i mean maybe its her way of saying “i dont want you to get married until years from now even though you havent been fallowing my plan for you since you were 16” kinda thing. i dont know it just really irritates me. she never has anything really positive to say about the matter. i know she doesnt think we’re ready but at this point i dont think anytime will ever be “ready enough” for her. this just bugs the crap out of me. it really does. marrying zach is whats making me happiest, its what i truly want. its all i truly want, its the only thing in my life i actually truly know about. i have no clue what i want to be when i grow up, i have no idea what to go to college for, those kinds of things i dont know the first thing about. but this. this is what i just KNOW. its not something i can explain. its just something i know, plain and simple. 

i realize many people are behind obama 100%. they are more than entitled to that opinion and their own beliefs. if they would like to believe and defend obama, thats their choice and im not saying their wrong and im right or the other way around. i do however, have my own opinion about obama. 

i recently saw a picture of obama that im pretty sure he made for his upcoming campain. and of course im sure he approved the message about himself. it talked about where he was born and that he’s not the anti-christ and that he’s the american dream. *MY* opinion is that that message is a load of crap. first of all his birth certificate that “claims” he was born in hawiaii took 3 whole years to produce to the public. im sorry but if your the *PRESIDENT OF THE FREAKING UNITED STATES* you have more power and can urgently get that proof of your birth a little faster than 3 years. which brings me something else, shouldnt his birth in the united states be proven far *BEFORE* he even *BECOMES* president?? and the whole “im not the anti-christ” thing is a load of crap too, would the anti-christ really admit to being the anti-christ trying to take over the whole entire world? no he wouldnt. im not saying he is the anti-christ, im just saying *of course* he would say he’s not even if he is. even if obama isn’t the anti-christ, he’s at least paving the way. read up on your information about the anti-christ people, the temple is being rebuilt, countries who are enemies are now all the sudden coming together? obama’s been promising this country more jobs, but due to obama-care, the country is loosing more jobs than gaining them. 

clearly i dont agree with having obama as our president, but thats just my opinion..